The real reason I decided to fast was to symbolize a solidarity between me and those who aren't as fortunate as myself to gorge their faces with more food than one could ever need to survive. The more I think about consumerism, the more the Holiday seasons disgust me. After pigging out, American consumers wait in line to fill the stores for Christmas shopping. And why might all of this be bad?
Perhaps my Freudian subconscious was attempting to tell me something last night. I dreamt that my nephew was being physically abused and there was nothing I could do to help him and secondly, I dreamed that America was at war and they were drenching masses of people in gasoline and lighting them on fire. I woke up scared, frightened, and miserable at about 5:30 am. That's when I started reading from Noam Chomsky's "Media Control", which might I add is a must read for anyone trying to understand the current state of America.
Chomsky argues how in order to control what Lippman calls the "Bewildered herd", you have to separate and impose scare tactics upon them much like sheep. People must be scared and frightened.
It's nice to have words for it. Incompetence, ignorance, stupidity, less intelligent, asinine, vacuous. When my brother and sister in law sometimes say things that aggravate me, there's a name for it. I can in fact feel comfortable in my intellectual superiority, and move forward with my own life. This marginalization has been very successful in cutting off conversations about more important matters. Take my post about the Salvation Army for example which sparked a terribly uncomfortable conversation with my sister in law.
"im sorry, but im going to donate to Salvation Army because the people that are getting their help do still need it. There are millions that go without food or shelter and have so many needs that if I can help them out in any way, I will. Im not going to say sorry kids, I wont help you out this holiday season because the charity helping you doesnt support the lgbt community - just because they dont support something that I might, doesnt mean they arent doing good. And as far as charity goes, people can give their money in any way they choose to."Why you shouldn't donate to the Salvation Army)
It is so easy in this scenario to get angry and attack by belittling one's intelligence, so I had to stand back and say, where do you stand on this? Why is it wrong? If everyone needs this money, why isn't it good to give to the Salvation Army? Instead of getting angry with my sister in law, I reasoned through this.
Given that there are countless inclusive organizations that give the money donated to them to everyone who needs it, what is the purpose in donating to the Salvation Army which excludes the lgbt community and actively uses their donations for destroying human rights?
Today I realize that it isn't about answering these question or lgbt rights or human rights, but it is the simple fact that the discussion between my sister in law and I about this particular matter has been destroyed. And in order to fix that destroyed relationship, the thing we can comfortably do together is, watch the Super Bowl, watch sitcoms, go shopping, and stuff our faces full of comfort food. Because as Noam Chomsky points out:
"The rest of the population ought to be deprived of any form of organization, because organization just causes trouble. They ought to be alone in front of the TV and having drilled into their heads the message, which says, the only value in life is to have more commodities or live like that rich middle class family your watching and to have nice values like harmony and Americanism."
This leads me to what I wrote on Facebook after reading Chomsky this morning. And it makes for a nice little conclusion that shall leave you thinking about the true meaning of Christmas and the holidays.
More quotes from Noam Chomsky's "Media Control"